At some level I moved west to find myself and to disappear all at the same time. I wanted to get away from the mistakes that I had made in my 20s and to find out who I could be without those mistakes. The problem I found is that I had to really look for myself when I got here. It was not enough to just vanish. It was not like a painting that was covered by another painting on a canvas. Just removing the top painting was not enough. I also had to repaint. It was strange when I realized this. My authentic self was not just there standing behind a Monty Hall door waiting for me to make a deal. It was not enough to just disappear. I also had to find myself once I got here.
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Thursday, July 9, 2009
2001 : 38 "Disappear" by R.E.M.
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